people don't understand do they? I mean they really don't. they have no clue what we go through on a daily basis. Sometimes i wish i never told anyone. My family are great but my sister has admitted to being jealous of the attention i'm gettingi because mum speaks about me all the time on the phone to her (wtf? Yeah and all i had to do was be abused by my husband and go through living hell of an eating disorder, lucky me, and can't you see me 'basking' in the attention.), my friend said 'it's a shame you've got an Eating Disorder otherwise people would applaud you for what you've done losing all that weight' and my mum when i said they wanted to get me on a treatment programme asap at the ED clinic said, 'must be because you're keen' - eh?! What?! I feel like screaming. Thank goodness for this place is all i can say, where people do understand. xxx
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