MY BROTHERS SON WEDDING IS TOWORRON,BUT AM HAVING A VERY BAD DAY TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT I HAVE DIABETES,AND JUST NOW EVERY THING I TRYED ON TO WEAR TO THE WEDDING MAKES ME LOOK FAT,AND I FEEL I NEED TO SELF HARM BECAUSE OF IT.I KNOW I FEEL IT WOULD BE BEST NOT TO GO TO THE WEDDING,BUT I KNOW ME (I WOULD SELFHARM FOR LETTING MY FAMILY DOWN AND I DON;T WANT TO HAVE TO SELFHARM FOR ONCE I DO IT I CAN'T STOP.)SO DO YOU THINK I SHOULD JUST GO TO THE WEDDING EVEN THAT I LOOK FAT IN THE DRESS AM WEARING (THAN AFTER THE WEDDING DAY I CAN FAST FOR A FEW DAYS TO GET SOME OF MY FAT OFF...WHAT DO YOU THINK?
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