It seems like Bulimia follows me wherever I go in life, even if it seems things are finally looking up in my like and I feel okay, it is still there. Why, I dunno. But I do know that I want to stop, but at the same time I almost don't wnat to stop just because I don't want to get fat. I feel so gulity after everything I eat, and it seems I can't even just eat a healthy meal without wanting to just binge and purge... its like if I eat one thing, I feel I have to keep eating till I purge. Or like I shouldn't eat at all... does anyone else feel like this?? Or have advice? I am new to this so any advice would be so.. helpful
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