Hello, I am new to this community. I am 22 years old and I have been fighting bulimia for half of my life (11 years). Although I have been able to go more than a year at a time without purging, since I moved halfway across the country (six months ago) my disorder has progressively worsened. I am currently seeing a therapist, but it hasn\'t seemed to help. I had an appointment today, and I still ended up purging tonight. I am not sure what makes me binge. I will be doing fine all day, then at night I am so hungry I can\'t stope eating. The more I eat the more guilty I feel, and then I purge. I know I haven\'t gained any weight (I have actually lost) but everytime I look in the mirror I see that fat girl looking back at me. I don\'t know how to keep myself from over eating. If there is any advice you all can give me, anything that will work, please let me know.
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