hate life. i hate it. why does it have to be this hard? why cant anyone just give me a break, and let me be sad. its like people are telling me to move on from life, and i know that i need to, i know that. i just want time. soo much is happening and i just cant deal anymore. my mom tells me i could afford to lose 15 pounds and my dad tells me that i dont have to eat at home, if i dont want to. OF COURSE, i dont want to..i have an EATING DISORDER. am i even allowed to say that? im not super skinny, so am i allowed to say that i struggle with anorexia and bulimia? i dont care anymore, let ED take over, that better than trying to fight him...i wont die of it, i can get real skinny and surive.
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