iv only recently admitted to my eating disorder this week i made a target and iv managed to reach that weight which i know is gd even if i dont feel like that right now. but its started me off on a different cycle now instead of the i dnt want to eat at all phase iv now had a taste for food and want to eat everything iv deprived myself off and so im back in the binging phase. iv now binged and purged so much. i was reali enthusiastic about my target but now i wish i hadnt made 1 i feel so fat even though i kno im still lighter thn i possibly shud b but i looked in the mirror 2day n felt awful. i dont know wat to do i hate feeling like this but i dont want to fail n go back 2 loosing weight.
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