My boyfriends just left to get us takeout and I feel like crying. Sounds sad I know but I just hate knowing after I will throw up..even though I don't want to!! Why doesn't this feel like its getting easier even though I feel I'm making the right choices. I always seem to feel this way after working a long shift. I just feel like everything is going to fall apart even though I know in 3 days time..and countless binging/purging sessions later I'l be back to starving..then wanting help...then being in between like this again .. ARGHH!!!
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