have been a bit suicidal lately, drinking a lot to numb the pain and shut my head up. people around me are worried about me, hell im starting to worry about myself, i want to get better but I also feel like I dont have any energy to go on. heaps a people reckon I should take them. have had Bulimia for 7yrs with a slight break in between. but this time I have actually asked for help so I guess am a bit older and wiser yet am lost as to what to do now, feel like am loosing the fight. even had a vodka this morning before work - I know thats not good but i dont know what else to do, would love to talk to someone that understands but no one seems to..sorry for the non positive subject
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