I get really annoyed with myself. I am really suffering at the moment. I just ate and ate today. I do this more when have just been shopping and there is more food in the house to eat. Then I took a laxitive and I have terrible diarrhea and stomach cramps now. I feel totally out of control now and am panicking already about what I am going to eat tomorrow.It feels mad to be suffering like this as is self induced. Nobody forces food down my throat. Any suggestions for more control would be appreciated please.
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