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Such a bad day today...its getting to hard....why do people care about me..I obviously dont deserve friends..I was horrible to a friend of mine..because today I didnt want to talk about Ana just because it has been a bad day....and I know she didnt mean to but she really upset me...because I know she had a bad day...and i care so much about her..and now she hates me I no she does and without her I have nothing....so what is the point in even fighting....I want to fight, but I am so horrible..I want to cry so much..Im so confused I dont know what to do anymore.

Julie Im sorry I cant say it enough.
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hi, i know it can make you feel horrible when snapping at friends, but all friends if they are good friends will still always be there for you, am sure your friend will understand, just try to talk it out with her when your feeling a bit better, sorry i don't know the situation, its the only advice i can give, but hope you feel better x
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I've done that. Snap to push them away? Many, many times.

She might be angry - but I doubt she hates you. Give her some time to cool off and get over her own bad day. Then you two can patch it up.
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I wouldnt blame her if she never spoke with me again...I really didnt mean to snap though..its just I didnt want to talk about ana..and I couldnt say that because I would have to punish myself..I can say it now because I have already done it because I was horrible to my best friend....she has every right to hate me forever...
Why does beating Ana have to be so hard..why did it have to happen to me..im sorry for the rant just urgh I hate this so much..I so want to be better...
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