I dont really know how to put things into words right now. I am really having a hard time. Met with the doctor on monday, had to get an ekg done. My heart rate is really low, along with my blood sugar. I have to carry oxygen with me in case I need it. All I need to do is gain some weight. It sounds so simple, but why is it so hard. I know that I am ok now, but what will happen in the future if I cant get a hold of this? Its going to kill me. I dont want to die, and I know I can prevent it from happening. I guess I just havent hit rock bottom yet, but I cant find reasons to get help. God, none of this is making any sense. I am so confused. I just dont know what to do anymore.
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