I have been a bulimic since I was sixteen. Over the years I have gotten better at controling my binge and purge epidodes. Now for the most part I only binge when I am either hurting, anxsious, or really super stressed about something. With what looks like the end of my marriage I have been binging alot more lately. I havent purged in a while as I am trying my hardest to not start the binge purge cycle all over again. The last time I went through all this I heard my daughter got Daddy mommy must have swallowed a bug again because she was sick in the bathroom. Does anyone else go through this. I have been a member here for a little while now and I just joined the ED board. This has been hard for me since I have hid for so long that I have an ED. I see now the friends that I had on here are not sending me messages anymore. I have one very special friend on here and he has never judged me about it as when we first started talking I told him about it. Do you find that when people find out you have an ED they stop talking to you like you are a toxic person? I have never felt normal and I just want to be.
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