I have been suffering with bulimia for almost 9 years now, and I feel like its spiraling out of control. My weight is always on my mind. Everytime i eat something i feel i have to get rid of it. I have come to more serious ways with dealing with my problem. I'm too the point where i feel this is going to be me for the rest of my life. i want to be better and yet at the same time i'm scared to be better. Its become a part of me and who i am. This is really hard to explain. No one knows that im suffering from this. im too scared and ashamed. I just wish i could be normal
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