I know how you feel honey, I had that Dawsons Creek thing going on myself...I was in love with him and he asked me to set him up with my friend...they eventaully broke up and he and I lost our friendship which we had before I even knew her...I still love him...he got married last weekend.

my problem to the guy i used to date, who never really loved me was my best friend too. I loved him so much, and now he won't even talk to me i feel so alone and it starts me off again.

wow.. we all have allot of letting go to do!! I wish I could play matchmaker and bring all soul-mates together! :) today is my ex-bf b-day and I wish I could spend it w him, but he isn't interested in me romantically. I have learned... I need to let go of wanting to be loved by him. He isn't the only person who will have taken an interest in me. Letting go of wanting to be loved by a certain person, really helps with letting go of wanting to hurt myself with food. One thing that we women have to remember is that, it isn't our fault that they aren't in love with us. We can't control feelings other guys have. But we can control ours. I think if we start each day remembering that God loves us as we are (even when not eating or binging, etc) & to remember that in each choice we make today. That is step one. we can't solve all our problems today with food. start with 1 goal: "their lost, God loves me as I am."