this past weekend was not good...i tried so hard to not purge any...but to also eat a few small meals...i managed to eat something each day...but also purged right after eating...of course this made my moods go downhill considerably...the depression feels so much worse...but i can't seem to stop myself from doing it...today i feel like hell...i sit here at my desk wishing i could be somewhere else...i wished i could talk to my therapist right now...but she is on vacation...i know she doesn't understand about ed's too much...thats why she is referring me to a specialist...but she is the one person i can talk to...that i feel safe to talk to and who i feel i need to talk to right now...
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