I have NO self control, trust me I've tried. I've eaten healthy before (not so much dieting, doing it the healthy way) and I lost weight everything was good, but at some point I always lose control. I am morbidly obese and I'm only 18, I'm actually worried about my health, not just physically but mentally as well. I don't know what to do, no diet will work for me, because frankly I'm not willing to do it, even if I tell myself and others that I am. I don't eat because I'm depressed or sad or anything like that. In fact when I'm depressed I'm more likely to not eat, I guess in a way to "punish" myself or in other words a fat person's way of "cutting" (I know that sounds stupid, but that's the best way I can describe it), I eat because I love the taste of food and sometimes while I'm bored. But, I am a pretty active person. I go bowling, walking, play mini golf, go kart racing, go to the mall and all kinds of normal activities, so it's not like I'm sitting at home all day either. It's gotten to the point where I'm so sick of the weight I'm actually considering throwing up after every meal or else pretty much starving myself, except for having the bare minimum to get by. I know neither of those choices are healthy, but nothing else is going to work for me. I don't know what to do.....
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