I'm making it a goal today for NO COUNTING CALORIES! No, I'm not a binger, but I purge and restrict. So, not counting calories will make me not focus on the numbers. THIS IS SOOO HARD! I ate breakfast this morning and I just wanted to grab my calculator and start plugging in all the numbers! NUMBERS NUMBERS NUMBERS! THERE'S MORE TO THIS LIFE THAN CYCLING AROUND AND AROUND FOOD AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I GOT MYSELF INTO THIS WHOLE ED MESS OR ED PULLED ME IN OR WHATEVER! ALL I KNOW IS I WANT IT GONE! I HATE WHEN I MESS UP! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE JUNK NOT ONLY EMOTIONALLY, BUT PHYSICALLY TOO!
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