I don't really feel like giving all my history at this point. In short, I've been struggling a lot with the ed lately. I don't eat, and when I do, I throw it all up. I feel so shitty and so alone. I don't really have anyone to talk to, except one friend who is really stuggling personally right now (not ed, but she really gets addictions), and I don't want to burden her more. I haven't eaten in over a week now, and I never want to eat again. I don't know what this board is like at all, so I guess I'll leave it at that for now. Uh, I just need to be able to talk about things. I don't even know what the hell is going on with me anymore.
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