My boyfriend just broke up with me, he was the only one i really felt comfortable around, like i wasnt being judged and now thats over. i cant take it any longer. i dont want to go to hospital but i am so scared that is where i am heading. i have isolated myself so badly from friends and family and now i dont have aaron i hardly have anyone, he was my escape, i could almost relax around him and that is a big thing for me and now with exams coming up i dont know how i am going to face each new day. i cant sleep, got about 2.5 hrs last night then just go up and studied for the rest of the night. It is all just oo much ow. I just cant deal with life any longer :(
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