I cant be alone. Anytime I am I find that I need to binge & purge. The thing is Im not working right now I dont go to school because I cant save enough money for tuition( I binge & purge it) I just got a new treatment team together & I have gone to only one appointment so far. The others arnt till later this month but when Im not at my appt I get scared. Why cant I be alone. I miss when I was at my treatment center at least there I was always surrounded by people. What should I do about this. I dont wan to die by a freakin toliet!
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