I give up. I can't handle my life anymore. I'm sick of losing friends from other peoples stupid mistakes. I want to live in a normal family. My mom is sick, and I don't know how much longer she'll live, and that scares me. I want to be a normal kid, but I have never gotten the chance. If I died today or tomorrow, probably no one would care. I'm so affraid of losing my mom, and I want to die before she does so I don't have to go through another death in the family again. I love my little brother, and he means the world to me. But I'm not the best big sister. I can't do anything right in my dad's eyes. I'm the screwed up kid of the family, who doesn't know how to deal with anything. I have been struggle with an ED lately, and my weight keeps dropping. My normal weight is already underweight for my height. I keep fainting at school, and have been confronted by teachers at school. I don't like this. Being sixteen just isn't so sweet. I might as well just go ahead and get it over with...
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