I have suffered from eating disoder(s) for about five or six years now, and I feel I'm reaching my breaking point. I'm so tired and depressed and frustrated with myself. I see the damage I do to myself, and how I hurt those around me who care. As much as I want to recover though, I find the thought of not having the option to purge makes me very anxious. Is there anyone with helpful tips on how to get over this anxiety? I'm exhausted with this destructive cycle, to the point where I feel like giving up and just sleeping all the time so as to avoid having to deal with myself, and my detrimental thoughts.
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