I admit I do tend to purge when I feel I have eaten but should not have. I seem to have a neverending list of the forbidden foods. At the moment I am living solely on slimfast and get quite anxious if I have dared to stray on to anything else. Thing is I like to feel empty. I am not underweight, so does this make it ok? Years ago I put on a lot of weight due to antipsychotics. Also I was getting my alcohol issues dealt with. i now see that not eating became my control for not drinking and one area got better whereas the other got worse. I ended up pretty skinny but again nothing too bad. Now I wonder if the same thing is occuring I am addressing the alcohol once again but my attitude to eating is a bit warped. I can understand that this may seem a little selfindulgent when some people have full blown issues to deal with. I don't know, do you guys think I am blowing it out of all preportion? I find this quite hard to admit to.
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