i'v had an ed 4 as so long i think i was 12 wen it started. by the time i was 15 all my freinds new. most tried makin me stop but i'd been takin over by it. i'd rather of died at that point then try stoppin. i was the one in my group of friends that (as i'v been told) everyone likes n all the boys went 4. i didnt see it. the only thing that was important was how i was goin 2 skip my next meal. by the time i met my current boyfriend i was 6 stone. then i noticed my best friend had started nakin hersel sick n skippin meals, at 1st i thought well least i can speak 2 sum1 who'l understand now but then i realised she's only doin it because she wants 2 be skinnier than me n it became a unspoken compatision. i realised wot she was doin 2 herself n i started began eating more healthely, i encourage her 2 do the same but as i got pregnant n am dealing with the weight gain i havnt seen her alot lately. i saw her 2day n she looks half dead. i feel so guilty 4 introducing it 2 her. she refuses 2 do anythin 2 help herself n i'm scared she'l perminatly damage herself or die. she's my best friend i love er 2 bits n hate seein her like this. i dont want 2 betray her trust but i told her if she gets even skinnier i'll tell her mother (who's already suspisious)i dont wana betray her but wot else can i do? i cant just sit n watch my best friend slowely kill herself :'(
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