Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Sometimes I skip a meal and feel powerful and in control for doing so.
Then I go a whole day and think to myself, \"now I\'m really getting somewhere\".
Then the hunger starts.
I tell myself that I\'m not hungry, that\'s just the fat going away.
Then I eat someting, and I hate myself. I tell myself I was doing so good and could have held out longer.
-I just had to get that out there. -
Then I go a whole day and think to myself, \"now I\'m really getting somewhere\".
Then the hunger starts.
I tell myself that I\'m not hungry, that\'s just the fat going away.
Then I eat someting, and I hate myself. I tell myself I was doing so good and could have held out longer.
-I just had to get that out there. -
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I understand what you are saying. The thoughts like -you aren't hungry and its just the fat going away- are negative thoughts, they are hard to look past but what you should see if you can do is start writing when you have them and determine if they are your thoughts or if they are thoughts that will destroy you. The hardest thing to do is know what you want, not listen to any of the voices and know that food isn't your enemy, the voices are. I hope that helped just alittle.
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