i'm new on this site. i don't know what to do...i've had an eating disorder and been a self-harmer for the past 8 years. it scares me at how good i've become at lying to the people around me...pretending i'm ok all the time.i know that dishonesty isn't part of who i want to be but i know i can't tell them because they wouldn't understand...especially my dad...he's tell me to pull myself together...if only it was that easy. i just don't know what to do anymore...when i do eat (which is rarely) i feel so bad i just hate keeping the food inside me. please someone help.
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