Eating Disorders Support Group

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I just spent over an hour throwing up blood. My whole body is shaking. . this is the third time this week. I know I have another hole in my esophagus, because this is exactly how it was the last two times. But my mom is completely NOT understanding. This is the first time it's happened while I was living at home, so she's "forbidden" me from going to the hospital. I have to wait til morning to go to a doctor, but I have a final tomorrow. This is all stressing me out. . . I'm ready for my final, but I can hardly even get out of bed right now. . . I've resorted to throwing up in a bowl so I don't have to get up. I'm just upset and I didn't have anyone to talk to, so I thought it'd be nice just to get my thoughts out somehow. . thanks :)
EmmaammE
EmmaammE
Im sorry your not feeling so well at the moment. Unfortunatly i dont have anything constructive to add other than send you a BIG HUG x x x
deleted_user
deleted_user
I don't understand your mom "forbidding" you to go. That makes no sense to me as a mother. I dont know how old you are but you are more important than that test, take yourself to the hospital.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Okay, I don't understand why the other posters aren't flipping over this. YOU ARE KILLING YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. Please don't worry and obsess over what Mom is thinking and get yourself to the hospital immediately. Fuck your final- you won't be able to go back to school if you die. Bleeding from your esophagus, as you know, can be fatal (in most cases, in fact), so get the help you need now.

You are 20 years old. You need to get help for yourself, and to hell what your mother thinks. PLEASE do it for your life and your health in the future.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Yeah i dont understand why your mum is not letting you go to hos that is where you really need to be right now to seek medical advice. This sounds rather dangerous and you NEED to get it checked. HUGE HUG
deleted_user
deleted_user
What the hell is wrong with your mother? Call 911! And while you are waiting for them to pick you up throw up all over you mother's carpet. Maybe that will get her brain going.
deleted_user
deleted_user
/high five to Karrin
deleted_user
deleted_user
haha thanks.
. . the haha to karrin.
the thanks to everyone.

went to the dr today, i'm having some minor surgery on my esophagus tomorrow morning. i'm pretty nervous, but maybe it'll hurt less when it's all over with.

thanks for all y'all's concern and support, it helped :)
deleted_user
deleted_user
CALL 911 now and forget your mother.
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