
Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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I just spent over an hour throwing up blood. My whole body is shaking. . this is the third time this week. I know I have another hole in my esophagus, because this is exactly how it was the last two times. But my mom is completely NOT understanding. This is the first time it's happened while I was living at home, so she's "forbidden" me from going to the hospital. I have to wait til morning to go to a doctor, but I have a final tomorrow. This is all stressing me out. . . I'm ready for my final, but I can hardly even get out of bed right now. . . I've resorted to throwing up in a bowl so I don't have to get up. I'm just upset and I didn't have anyone to talk to, so I thought it'd be nice just to get my thoughts out somehow. . thanks :)
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
You are 20 years old. You need to get help for yourself, and to hell what your mother thinks. PLEASE do it for your life and your health in the future.
. . the haha to karrin.
the thanks to everyone.
went to the dr today, i'm having some minor surgery on my esophagus tomorrow morning. i'm pretty nervous, but maybe it'll hurt less when it's all over with.
thanks for all y'all's concern and support, it helped :)