you know how they say that an addict has to hit rock bottom to get any better. to start to recover you have to get so bad that you scare yourself into getting better. well the more and more i spend time thinking about my ED i think that the saying is true. i havent had that yet and at the same time i obv dont want to hit rock bottom, im realizing that i feel like i won't be done with this untill i've hit a bottom that i can realize this all needs to stop. the ED is telling me that i want to let myself get bad and i know that its it not me. but maybe its gotta be done.
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