Lately I've been restricting my calorie intake severly and can't seem to stop. Because I carry extra weight my family and friends are really happy for me that I'm losing weight but they don't realise that the old demon, anorexia, has taken hold of me again. I lie about what I eat and don't eat and I feel terrible about it but I'm obsessed with losing weight and being as thin as I was before. To me it is exciting and scary as I watch the numbers go down and the clothes fitting looser. Somehow I can't just stick to an ordinary diet, I have to go to extremes. Any thoughts?
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