I haven't really done much posting anywhere on DS lately. I've hit an all time low. Amongst everything else, the fact that i suffer from bulimia is causing one of the worst episodes it has ever caused for me. I thought I was done with it, that I didn't feel the need to do it ever again. But I could not have been more wrong. I have not kept a single thing down since thanksgiving. Hell I didnt even keep my thanksgiving dinner =[ i feel so empty all the time and now i just can't stop. I never thought I'd see this day where it completely took me over once again. I'm numb,. Nothing but numb.
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