I'm pretty much being forced to recover because I just had foot surgery and can't get around well enough to even think about b/ping! While I know its great that I am doing well....it feels wrong and I am starting to wear out from trying to convince myself all is well. I want to keep this up but I am just so confused and now I'm starting to slide back into my restricting and annorexic behaviors because I can't exercise and I need to! I've done everything I can think of to ease my anxieties but things are so limited for me because of my leg that I lost interest in the things I can do to help. What do I do?
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