So life has been really tough lately and I am having a really hard time and seem to be caving back into my anorexia pretty hardcore... i can't seem to get past it even though I have been in and out of residential.. I am not seeing a counselor because i lost trust for the person i was seeing- she pushed me into a corner with our conversation one day and would not leave me alone until she got what she wanted out of me (she wanted my trauma history and i don't tell people about it...) I feel so scared and alone, part of me wants this disorder to kill me and part of me wants it to leave me alone... what do i do?!?
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