Since I've come home, the anxiety from not being able to purge for a week finally hit me. I have been home a day and purged four times. That is more than I have ever purged. While I was away from home I restricted because it made the urges to purge diminish some yet now even when I restrict I want to purge. I am not sure what to do. It is hard now to even drink anything without wanting to purge and even harder to be around food because I won't allow myself to eat. Does anyone have any advice on how to reduce these actions? Or at least how to avoid the anxiety I feel?
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