hi =] ok so im not persay bulimic i dont binge and purge on a regular basis but im not going to lie and say i never do it. last year i had lost like 30 pounds from exercising and eating right and a little help from my two fingers plus a ton of laxatives. but a year later i have gotten help not from professionals but just from ppl and i have learned self worth while gaining some pounds back =/ but usually i swallow that big pill of reality and suck it up and eventually forget about the weight gain. Today tho was different i ate a ton more than usual basically a whole pizza and other stuff and i couldnt stand looking at myself so i ate more than purged.... i feel horrible i promised my self i wouldnt do it again and i dont want to fall in that pattern but would it be so bad if i did it just once in awhile, it worked for me befor and probably will get the same results and then ill just stop again.
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