Thank you for your replies. I need them I am feeling very isolated and lonely. I do not want my husband to find out, because he has gone thru four long hospitalizations with me and I do not think there is another in him, not to mention my children. So I have to stay out of te hospital, it would just be easier if I died from this, then I could quit worrying about food, weight, and when and where i'll pass out.
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