I am doubting whether I will ever be able to recover from anorexia and bulimia. I mean fully recover. Not just from the behavior, but the thoughts too. I feel like the best I will ever be able to do is stop purging but I can't ever imagine feeling good about myself, not always wanting to lose weight, and not feeling guilty about eating. I feel like I will struggle with this the rest of my life and that really scares me! I hate living with ed, but I don't think it's possible to live without! Please someone just give me an honest answer...is a COMPLETE recovery possible?
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