i dont eat. none of my friends know about it. they know i dont eat at school but they think i eat at home. when im around them i do eat just for show. and my mom asks me why i didnt buy lunch. i tell her that i eat other peoples food. i do eat. everyday. but on days whan im really depressed i dont eat almost anything. right now i am hungary. my stomach hurts but in my mind i am full. i weigh 115lbs and i dont want to lose weight but i also dont want to gain. i get up to 120 and i freak out and eat as little as possible until i am back down to 115. i dont know whats wrong w/ me.
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