All I've been doing is over eating. &over eating. I can't stop. I HAVE to stop. I'm just scared I'll start purging again. I want to run to the bathroom so bad right now, just finished a bad of popcorn &I want to get it all out. I can't deal with it in me. I'm having such a hard time, &I'm gaining so much weight &I just can't deal with it right now &I'm scared I'll just stop eating again &I can't go back. But I can't keep over eating. I'm stuck, I can't get out of this, I need some help.
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