Ugh so everyday consists of me bingeing and purging non stop... well I guess they arent really binges because when i add up my daily cals they are like 2000 for the day... I just feel like i eat breakfast purge lunch purge snack purge dinner purge and sometimes a nother snack purge. I hate it.... I'm so so so worried about my teeth because I had braces and that costed a lot and i don't want to see any more of my parents money go down the drain... ahhh i just wish i could stop... i hate purging too, I'd do anything to be back to normal... or you know without an ed... any suggestions on what has helped you stop purging/? I cant go on anymore like this... and on top of that i go to college in 10 days. FML
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