ok babe am here for you i no its hard are you geting any help at all?? please dont take any more lax or cut your self you are killig your body lots i no that bingeing is hard been there
but i found that eating little and foods i can cope with make me not binge am here if you need me

honey you really need help asap with the stomach injury, just to make sure it's really ok. do you have someone to talk to, like a therapist or a close friend? or maybe even call an ED helpline? right now, when you're feeling really low is the time to talk to them when you can probably best vocalise all that you're feeling inside.

don't be too hard on yourself after a binge!!! i know afterwards you feel really horrible and disgusting but it's done and there's nothing you can do to change it. all you can do now is try to prevent it from happening again. please don't self-harm, it could go horribly wrong, esp in your abdomen where there are so many vital organs. maybe next time you'll cut too deep or something and i don't want to think about the consequences. the first step to getting through this is to realise that you have a problem - you've already done this and come this far so don't give up now. atm i'm reading 'overcoming binge eating' by christopher fairburn which is really good and helpful.
i'm here if you want to talk or anything xx

Hang in there, try to find a distraction. I know it is hard and it may not work, but just another idea..Try reading or walking. Just keep trying and don't give up!

i'm new here, and don't know anyone, but kind words are always good, and i hope you'll accept mine. try and do something that makes you feel calm. clean your wounds if you can. talk. please don't stop talking. you're cared for. even by relative strangers online. you do deserve to keep yourself safe.