It's okay, don't put too much pressure on yourself to recover completely and perfectly in one day. You've made progress today and that's great. It's progress, not perfection. Baby steps. You'll get there. Give yourself a pat on the back and then try to do something else to get your mind off of food. :0)

Take a deep breath. You are okay. You really are, I promise. I know you don't feel it now, but you will. I'm really proud of you for trying so hard- it's inspirational and impressive. You've made progress, and you will continue to.

On the practical side, you are probably still eating too little for your body to be pleased. Any restriction and you will feel like you are starving.

Speak of the devil, I have to go eat dinner. I'll be back soon, and if you want to talk, I'm here.

i was ther two months ago. feeling hopeless like the disorder is now in control and no matter how are you try, you are only one person and sometimes we can only fight ourselves so much. at this point i asked my mom to get me help. does your mom know about it?
well im still happy that you recognise, and accept the difficulties and you will see the triumphs of recovery.

so y dont u just invite those starving kids in china over so that they can eat the food before u do? lol im jk with u...whether u eat the food or not...those kids will still be without nutrition....u cannot save the world by recovering....but u can save urself by doing so! and i think that u r just as important as the world is!

We never are hungry when we do this. The reason we do this is because it is the way we deal. When we are stressed, unhappy or emotional we eat and purge as a way to relieve the stress. I almost feel like we are eating our problems and then purge to let it out. Just take it minute by minute and know that we are making progress. I know you will get a handle on this crap.