So... I am off to the hospital. My family and I both decided it was time. I don't eat hardly at all and I have lost more than 30 pounds in 6 weeks and it still keeps dropping. Yesterday was my worst day ever. I am so scared to go. To meet new people is the scariest part. To be forced to eat. This ed has been all I have known for a long time and made me comfortable. But I need to do this for my kids and husband and myself too. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am scared out of my mind. Part of me feels like I am giving up. Am I?
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