one if you think it's a prob the go talk to someone like a doc or a theripest for me i lived the last four year of my a lie to even myself i'd stoped throwing up and put on a little meat and was trying to start a family then when my doc was trying to figger out why he picked up some behavios asked me some questions refferd me to a phyc who came up with this whole eating disorders thing again. Like man i thought i was so over that but i was just expressing it differently now hope this helps hang in there buddy we'll get there

Congratulations on not throwing up for six months!

Eating disorders can definitely swing from tree to tree, so it may not just be depression. And anorexic behaviors tend to just get more restrictive as they go. The limitations on food consumption get steeper and steeper.

Lots of folks are going to say it, and it is very true - if you aren't already seeking help, do so.

That said, try and take small steps forward on your own. Even if you aren't up to adding a full meal right away. Add half a snack. Then a full snack. Then half a meal. Then a whole meal. You get the picture. And believe me, I don't mean to oversimplify it. I know that it is hard goddamn work. The point is, you try - and on some days you get more into you.

I have been getiting help My therapist gave me a sheet to right down how many hours I eat sleep and exercise. And I realized that I haven't taken anything in about 48hrs...I think that I'm going to get something to eat hear in a bit.....thank you for your advice..