Hi, this is my first step to trying to get some help. I have been bulimic for 12-13 years and have been getting worse these past few years. Now it seems like i just eat to purge. I can purge up to 5 times a day. And I am by no means skinny- I am 5'10" and weigh 215 pounds. NO ONE KNOWS. this is my first step and very hard for me The amount of money i spend on food is outrageous and we dont have the money. i am so disgusted with myself that I finally have to start talking about this or I fear something bad will happen if i continue to go on like this- there is probably so much damage i have done to my body already, i want to stop before i do more. i have just signe up to start weight watchers and already on day one felt the need to overeat and binge and purge, day two i had no usual food that i binge on so i made an omelot and buttered toast and binged and purged on that. i am not ready to tell someone this in person, is there any helf that is available or someone to talk to online to help me. i have a husband and daughter who i love very much i want to be there for her and not teach her bad eating habits. i will stop for now, there is so much i could say, if anyone has ANY advice please reply, thanks
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