Hi, obviously this is my first time here. I'm 21 years old and have been both anorexic and bulimic. I was really bad about 4 years ago but went through hospital treatment. I thought I was recovered but I'm probably worse now than ever. I starve myself until I have to eat then I throw it up. I'm on laxitives and diet pills. Recently, I have been feeling like I have a huge weight on my chest and that it is harder to breathe. I'm scared for my heart. I know what I'm doing is wrong but I can't stop. My whole family is worried and they want me to go away for inpatient care but I don't think I'm "bad" enough yet. I'm not extremely skinny although I am underweight but I'm naturally small. I don't know what to do because I'm scared and I don't want to gain this weight back. If any of you have advice it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
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