Eating Disorders Support Group
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THANK YOU ED FOR SCREWING WITH MY HEAD EVERYDAY
I hate these superficial feelings that won't go away. when I come on DS and start looking at people's pictures I am jealous of everyone. They're slimmer, prettier, have more friends, have more eloquent typing, better express themselves, have more comments on their journals,....
When I go out into the real world to escape my head...to the store or to get a bite to eat I am fatter than everyone they are staring at my fatness my ugliness. whatever I order will be wrong.
When I think about the fact that I have no friends right now I thank ED for isolating me so sufficiently.
thanks for listening.
I hate these superficial feelings that won't go away. when I come on DS and start looking at people's pictures I am jealous of everyone. They're slimmer, prettier, have more friends, have more eloquent typing, better express themselves, have more comments on their journals,....
When I go out into the real world to escape my head...to the store or to get a bite to eat I am fatter than everyone they are staring at my fatness my ugliness. whatever I order will be wrong.
When I think about the fact that I have no friends right now I thank ED for isolating me so sufficiently.
thanks for listening.
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I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
just venting.
Plus I checked on your profile you have 30 friends. That's how many I have and I'm not accepting any more because I couldn't keep up with everybody's journal then and I don't take my friendships lightly.
I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
But it takes time, I think, to allow ourselves to get to know others while letting them get to know us, whether that is in person or online.
As for the outside appearances such as looks and typing eloquently, I'm pretty sure that falls under the lines of perfectionism--which truly sucks to be honest.