I have realized with support of friends here that I am in need of help, I obviously am having some issues with my eating even if I am still a hefer- I am terrified to eat or gain weight. I am using seven different products to either flush my system, increase my output (diuretics, laxs, intestine cleansers, caffiene pills, etc. My best friend, parents and ex fiance all say I am under weight but I can not go for therapy because all of my therapy records are going to be used against me in a custody battle for my daughter in court. How can I get help without going for help? They are using records from my first treatment 15 years ago so anything new would be horrendous to my stand in court. They should tell people before they go for therapy that all of it can come out if you ever break up with the father of your children (we broke up in 1998- nine years ago and my therapy from 15 years ago is still being used against me. I thought it was a good thing to seek help. Apparently not. I can never go for help again and I am much worse then I have ever been before. I hate ed's!Any advice on how to get help without getting help would be truly appreciated. Thank you to all here for everything. I don't know if I would make it without you.
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