Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Hi I have to go my boyfiend read my journal and found out that I hadn't been honest with him about the collasping. I have really hurt him and am not sure he will forgive me.
I live in Northern Ireland there are no facilities for anorexia it is a nightmare I have a therapist whom I am meant to see twice a week I see her maybe once a week was meant to see her today but she cancelled again.
I really wanted to get better and have a normal life. It would be great to go out and get clothes to fit I am trying to eat and am drinking 1 or 2 ensure plus a day.
It just seems no matter what I do it's not good enough. I can't keep fighting anymore it's too hard I give up. I can't live like this anymore it's not fair on anyone.
Thanks everyone for your advice and support take care and be strong.xx
I live in Northern Ireland there are no facilities for anorexia it is a nightmare I have a therapist whom I am meant to see twice a week I see her maybe once a week was meant to see her today but she cancelled again.
I really wanted to get better and have a normal life. It would be great to go out and get clothes to fit I am trying to eat and am drinking 1 or 2 ensure plus a day.
It just seems no matter what I do it's not good enough. I can't keep fighting anymore it's too hard I give up. I can't live like this anymore it's not fair on anyone.
Thanks everyone for your advice and support take care and be strong.xx
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i feel for you alot you sound so much like me i hate all the lies fakeness ect and going into 10 different shops and only finding one pair of pants that will stay up ppl like our partners ect must think were insane eating such small amounts (compaired to them ) and feeling fat worthless and bloated i don't know how to help you but i can say we are in this together and there is so much hope and suport around here you can do it i know it seems impossiable but like the superchick song says together we will make it throw someday and we will
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
