So many thing happened this weekend. Me and my dad got into two really bad fights. He made me feel like shit. He told me all I do is runaway from my problems and that I am selfish and that its like he is drowning and all Im doing is pulling him under. He also cussed me out. He was soo mean to me. Sunday night I cried myself to sleep, and now I am just numb. I talked to my pychologist today and she was like maybe your dad is right, and that really pissed me off. So now I feel like shit.
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