Today is my first day to seriously address my 16 year bulimic problem.I'm 45, female reciently divorced and learning to become independent and happy being me. I over eat to fill my emotional needs, then of course throw up cuz I don't want to gain weight. I'm on Welbutrin & lexapro (4 years)depression, and am starting a new life and really getting my act together. So it's time to get healthy in this area of my life. I'm going to start a journaling my feelings-I have no family and friends to support me. I'm in AA and have been clean for 1 1/2 years. The 12 step program has really helped me in this area of my life & lots of prayer.
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